The World is Quiet Here

back to livejournal.

2005-01-04T17:12:00.000-05:00

yeap i wen tback to livejournal. tried to customize it a bit but found out, livejournal isn't a as customizable. it's the only reason i came here but yea. go HERE

Tis the season to be lonely

2004-12-24T07:47:00.000-05:00

So where have i been? well i been going crazy with video games. I decided to buy myself a gift so I went and bought Smackdown vs. Raw and then since the video game ma bought Trav wouldn't run on the computer we took it back and got another game that wouldn't run so she took it back again and they said that as long as it comes from electronics, she can exchange it so she got Grand Theft Auto: San Andreas. so that's where i've mainly been. All of this has brought me to the realization that computer gaming just isn't for me because of the constant upgrades. The games should be more specific tho. They just say Geforce 2 video card but not what version. But no worries. I like being a console gamer. especially with the abilities on today's consoles to play online.

i'm up to chapter 5 on my story. it's coming along well. i can't wait to finish it.

Karina went and sent some things to me which made me feel like shit. when certain people send me things i feel horrible because i don't want people to spend their money on me. she sent me a brave heart lion, some care bear playing cards and a lighthouse. i would go on and type what i sent her but i dunno if she'd see this before she got it. so we'll see how that goes.

Hope everyone had a Happy Yule and hope everyone has a Happy Christmas, Happy Hanukkah, Kwanza, and whatever you celebrate.

Linux, Milk, and Tons of Unfortunate Events.

2004-12-19T13:40:00.000-05:00

welp where have i been? well i been around. i been workin on my story. i'm on chapter 4 at the moment.

i went ahead and played my series of unfortunate events game. actually i beat it all in 1 night then went back through the world map and got the puzzle pieces and unlocked everything. even tho i beat it, it's one of those games for me that i can play over and over again. i'm gunna try it again to see how long it takes me to unlock everything. to be honest i just like exploring the worlds.

i killed my back the other day by working. my grandfather got some limestone to fill in ma's driveway for her christmas present and i did some labor. it was just him and i working and he could hardly work because he couldn't breathe so i ended up doing it which i didn't mind because i needed to workout and havent in while. i tried to be a slacker about it and see if i could find an easier way which turned out to be the hard way. story of my life. i shoveled load after load into a garbage can and then packed it over to an empty spot and scattered it then raked it. it would have just been easier shoveling and tossing. i made some money doing that which i didn't want.
money is the last thing i want right now. i guess right now i just want someone to listen to me.

anyways, went to walmart last night which was a waste. the place was horridly crowded and on top of that they were all out of Grand Theft Auto: San Andreas. on the way back i had an epiphany and yelled at ma to stop at leslies which for those of u that don't know is a little grocery store. i ran in and got me a mug root beer and then went over to the counter and was looking around beside of it and got ma this big wrinkly dog with a santa hat for christmas and one of those huge cards. i think i'll just split the money and give it to everyone for christmas. y be selfish about it? problem is, my family is weird about money and everyone is willing to give but not take.

At the moment i'm working on downloading the 2nd disk of Slackware Linux. i have Mandrake Linux but i wanted to try this one out. not that i didn't actually like Mandrake but i kept getting my stuff deleted for no reason whatsoever and on top of that there were a lot of glitches. maybe i just got a bad copy of it. right now the second disk of Slackware is 91% done. just an estimated hour and 33 minutes left.

welp i'm gone right now. i need to start working on my story again so i'll write soon if anyone actually reads this.

funny thing

2004-12-13T16:15:00.000-05:00

whilst reading my news i found that there was a link to the following. i think it's funny. commentary after.

What the Goddess Cannot Do

1. She cannot provide a conclusion to human history.

Many non-Christians see the idea of Jesus’ return as horrible. “Our Goddess isn’t some spiteful deity that is one day going to wipe away Her creation,” they sneer. “She loves us enough to let us make our own choices.” That is a statement couched in emotion that hides the truth of the situation.

Jesus puts a limit on evil. He will not let war, sickness, sadness, and death reign forever. He has a plan for human history. No matter what happens, however horrible, He is in control, and He has not left it totally in our hands

alright, here's my thoughts. i have never heard anyone talk about the actual christian faith (not fundemetalist fantasy world) in that way. the way i see it if Jesus exists then i'll be happy for the one's that get to go to heaven and obviously i'll be sent to hell with all the people that write this stuff. but of course i don't believe in a hell so i can't say it will happen. i mean the people that ran the site in which i got this off of r supposedly "ex witches". first mistake was them saying that wicca is witchcraft. now in my research i've read that it's what wicca means but in other places it says it doesn't mean that. i will say this. paganism/neo-paganism and all other alternative religions is just that. religion. witchcraft is witchcraft on the other hand in which people can ingage in if they feel. i've said it many times. i mean these people have bad info. they said that D&D was a tool lmao.

the thing that made me forget how disgusted i was, was the fact that it said No matter what happens, however horrible, He is in control, and He has not left it totally in our hands. How i found that funny was the part about he's in control now matter what happens or how horrible. u'd figure there'd be some compassion. these people want future history which can't really be promised on any end. it seems it's the only thing they care about (that and keeping up appearences) the other thing that was funny was: He is in control, and He has not left it totally in our hands. Now this might sound mean, but i don't care. it seems as if ur looking for handouts. like things r just supposed to be easy for u. i've never taken the easy way out. i mean, u have the power urself to do things. don't wait on someone to help out. if u wait the at times things can get worse. i've tried and ended up taking the easy way and making it the hardest thing i've ever done at that time. i thought christians would understand this more than anything else. wasen't it said that it wouldn't be easy? he has not left it totally in ur hands u say. if u believe that then ur half-assing it. well ur not half-ass on the subject of condemning everyone else. u think it's hard being a christian? believe me, it's harder for me not to be one because of the fundementalists. i dont actually like to talk about how i believe (meaning exacty how i think religiously. like what happens after u die and such) with people unless i know them well. because after discussing it i would get this horrible look. so i havent exactly said what i believe religious wise (except for the few that know me well) but i will say this (this will piss most off) i have morals. not the "majority" morals. without religion getting in the way i'll say this, I believe in loving ur fellow human and actually any other living thing and even non living. i believe in never forgetting the past but never letting it get in ur way (just realised this not too long ago). i believe it charity and being calm about things. damn it i believe in rights to have beliefs no matter what they r and i believe in having opinions. so do i hate people with the belief that because i'm not with the majority, i'm bad? no. i don't even hate people for not getting their facts straight about everything. i voice my opinion because of that. people this is a half ass world. do more research on things and don't look only in places that have ur point of view. i may have the links listed on my site very liberal but i also look other places. i read essays on the young republicans page, i go over to that extremist website of the ultimate warrior (who, tho says people such as myself should lay down on train tracks and wait for the train, i still respect him in some way), i even look around on jerry falwell's website from time to time (tho he may hate me and not even know me....just because i believe different). life is perspective. for once people take the washed out road with the animals and the sharp rocks. u may be suprised at what u've learned.

The Office

2004-12-10T01:58:00.000-05:00

PlayStation.com - News and Media - PlayStation Underground ah the office is on bbc america. i loved that show. welp nothing has been going on. got a few games but one of them i have to wait christmas. i got Spawn: Armageddon and i finally found a copy of A Series of Unfortunate Events for ps2. we went all over Charleston to find it. we went to this place called Gamestop and found it. brand new factory sealed for $40 which is definatly lower than what i would have found it at. next month when punisher comes out, i'll be going there. i can't wait. big time interigation mode. also went to wildflowers to get a few things. a tarot cloth and some insense. i got one for meditations, dreams, and healing. they changed the store around again. actually found it easier to manouver around in now. they got some new jewelry and i saw this chrystal ball that i adored. a lot of philosophy books too. if only i had enough money.

put some ink in my printer last night......horrible mess. after getting that worked out i went and got paper jams. damn electronics. i will say that yesterday wasen't such a good day. i found out that i could have gone on and took my ged and passed first try but that fucking fundementalist christian teacher of mine said i would fail and that i couldn't take it. the whole time the woman lied to me. i took the pretest first time and i had to get an average of 450 and i got a 510.......i'm still seething over this. hell most of the time she just preached to me about how homosexuality is bad then expected me to have the same belief then went on to talk about how black people r bad which i also disagreed with. if she found out how i believed religious wise i would have been thrown up on a cross. welp i'm gone for now. farewell.

Blower's Daughter

2004-12-04T02:06:00.000-05:00

Welcome to Jeremy's Site

well, it's 2 a.m. and i'm almost ready to go to sleep. i been working on the site. finally got a forum up and running along with a guestbook and counter for no apparent reason. i added news to the front page and then i added a wallpaper, 3 aim icons, and 1 msn icon. it's almost ready. i have everything up and running except for the picture page which i'm trying to get going now. bad thing is that i don't have that many good pics to post. mostly just me goofin' around. i thought that maybe i should post my art but to be honest deviantart already burned me out on that. so eh. well nothing to write about tonight. OH YEA! finally found that awsome song from the movie "Closer". It's called "the blowers daughter" by damien rice. awsome song. anyhow i'm going to get ready for sleep. farewell.

writing...yay

2004-12-02T01:20:00.000-05:00

Witches' Voice - 02 December, 2004 - 1:08:54 AM

hey people. i'll make this short. i haven't been doing much and what i have been doing is probably useless. i'm writing a story. yay. so far i just got passed chapter 3. sat on my ass today without anything going on and tried to think of where it's going and then figured that i shouldn't worry about it and just keep writing till i feel it's finished. it's about a guy that falls for this girl and misses his chance then decides he doesn't really care and just makes a chance. eh we'll see what happens with it. eh i think i'm gunna go now. maybe start on it again. farewell.

"reclaiming america"

2004-11-29T13:26:00.001-05:00

today after getting up and reading around on my news a bit, i read something that disturbed me. "christians" r saying that they need bush to hold up his side of things. there was also something said about if he doesn't, god will get angry. alright since the base has been laid for this entry, i think it only fair to take in to consiteration that these people believe different which isn't bad but from my standpoint, it's what they believe rather than the fact that they don't believe what i do. i was a christian for some time when i was younger. even then i asked questions about the book because a lot of it would contradict itself and when asking someone else about it, i would simply get the answer "don't question god". the way i understood things were that u loved ur enemy, didn't judge anyone for any sins or what have u, and u help ur fellow man (or in a more progressive era fellow woman). these conservative christians r, in my opinion, trying to make the bible real. am i a christian? no, i'm of another religion which i'm sure most of u r aware of. am i bashing christians? no, just the ones who say they r but really rn't. i left christianity because of people like the ones i'm talking about. now i've always liked the idea of Jesus. y? because Jesus *tho i think there was more to him if he really existed than what the bible says* loved everyone. god on the otherhand seemed to be like the father that would hit his wife in front of his child then tell them that they should never do it....it's just ok for him to. i never really didn't like god because of how i saw him then but now as i look at the christian god or at least the one that the fundementalists project, i see him as a complete ass-clown. although i'm sure that the real christian god wouldn't really be like that. i grew up around southern fundementalists so it's something that i've only known. there have been a few great christians that i've known and those people r the ones that would actually make it up to heaven. not someone who condemns others for what they see as flaws. i'm for same sex marriage *can't help who u fall in love with. if u could i wouldn't be thinking about the same girl for the past 10 years*, separation of church and state * i feel that we shouldn't have a christian country, i feel that we should all have equal rights. if ur going to do one thing for 1 religion, then u should do it for all relgions.*, and i'm for protecting Mother Earth *tearing down redwood forrests to build a GAP isn't acceptable. christians, if ur gunna fight over something fight over earth because without it u wouldn't be here unless u believe that ur god would throw u on pluto or whatever*. in conclusion, i can understand when a "christian" says that they don't want they're child to grow up in a world like this. i mean, i know i don't want my child growing up in a world where people get condemned just because they love a certain way, believe a certain way, or choose to live a certain way. there r good and bad in everything. even in christianity.

Website up and running...well for the most part

2004-11-26T18:00:00.000-05:00

well yesterday prich got me a url (thanx prich!) and i been working on the site. got the pages up but nothing in them really. they all say the same thing just about. got the graphics up and such. here's the link of course http://www.jeremy-bryant.com um, nothing else has been going on. i went to the graveyard to bring grandma flowers. then we went to dollar general to see if they had more flowers and got a harry potter action figure. it was supposed to be like an extreme quiddich figure or something. it was rather that or one of those dementors or however u spell it. it looked cool but not much substance. they were only $3. so picture this, we stop over at burger king and we drive up to the window blasting killswitch engage and me cursing the harry potter action figure. "CURSE U POTTER!" i kept screaming. so after that we came back and that is that. not much else. anyways go visit the site in a few weeks or now if u wanna see the simple layout. farewell.

Passing through unconcious states

2004-11-23T18:47:00.000-05:00

well, nothing is going on at all. in need of someone to talk to and i'm pretty much outta luck. it's weird how whenever u need someone to talk to u can never find anyone. so i'm sitting here doing a little researching. i quit researching all the crap behind DA because i figure i already got my point across. so if people wish to believe me that's fine and if not that's fine too. can't exactly say what i'm working on researching this time around but i can say it's rather interesting. bad but interesting. got some new links i'll be posting. just a few tho. mostly to some paranormal sites.

since it's so close to yule i figure i'll forget it soon enough so ahead of time....Happy Yule.

in other news the gap commercials r getting on my nerves. not actually a violent person but i do believe those people need smacked.

sims is going rather well. killed my wife *remember i'm not actually violent :D*.......anyways i went downtown on there and saw here eating with another guy so i moved, killed her, and invited the guy, attacked him, then proceeded to use the banishing spell on him so he won't be back at my house for any reason whatsoever. it was actually pretty funny. the little hole shows up under him then WHISH!!!! he's gone. ahh too much time on my hands.

welp i'm off to probably watch Punisher again and then just hang i guess. farewell

Aqua Teens

2004-11-22T22:02:00.000-05:00

welp i just watched 4 episodes of aqua teen hunger force and i been thinking.......how the hell did these people come up with such a genius show!?!? of course Shake is the best in my opinion. he's the only one on the show who actually has sense. plus he's got the best quotes. "are you the guy that keeps telling me to beware? because i tell you where to be. outta my face". how do they come up with this stuff?

Uprising against the machine

2004-11-22T16:11:00.000-05:00

ah so where have i been?......doing some researching. doing a lot of reading on such things that i wish to understand. one thing was y i would get my stuff deleted from deviantART and come to find out as i've stated that i didn't understand y they would delete it. i found that the "help" desk is quite unhelpful and that it's not just me. did i do this from anger...no, i just like to understand what i did. so if anyone that reads this and finds their work being deleted or banned for some idiotic reason, go report the girls that r under 16 and naked and see if they delete it. just bookmark the image and watch for a few weeks. if it doesn't happen, then just leave. btw make sure that ur images rn't being used behind ur back. a few cases have come up from what i've gathered so do whatever u can to make sure. just be careful kiddos. now i realize that some people r so bored or just so stupid that they must insist on leaving a bad comment about this. well to be honest with u, i really don't care. i realize that what i say won't be taken in and thought about. and that's actually almost alright. i just don't like it when some guy that makes 24k on prints *whether the rest of the staff gets paid is something i'm not sure on yet so i won't say for sure* and has some staff members that r assholes. at least be respectful to the people that contact u. but if i were everyone, i'd be reading the terms of service until i understood it. some hidden treasure deep in there about using ur art...... to everyone who has been banned or have gotten their stuff deleted for no apparent reason and u haven't gotten a straight answer then bug the hell out of them lol. if u can't win, just bother 'em. lol btw the new article about myths just got sent to me whilst i was deleting my stuff from my account....the article itself was a myth. everything they've addressed was the issues i've been looking at. a tiny group of pissed off people who have gotten their stuff deleted or been banned is starting to slowly grow. so the ones defending the admins and such might be cursing them later on. it's what happend to me.

Father Ted

2004-11-20T14:56:00.000-05:00

welp i'm watching BBC America and Father Ted's on. great episode this one. one of my favorites. .......Father Jack's about to go crazy on the new priest for drinkin' his whiskey. .......OH and there's 2 Priests fighting over a trophey. ....eh great lineup today. Benny Hill, Faking it, Changing Rooms and later on tonight Red Green comes on along with Trailer Park Boys, Peep Show, and House Invaders. i loves weekends on tv.

sims is going good. got a pet dragon and almost unlocked all the spells. except one and i gotta get some dead roses for that one. i've devised a plan i do believe. after i get all that magic stuff over with i'll work on the superstar portion. ............eh fantastic. nothing else to write about really. i'm trying to lay off of the politics as of late because i'll get killed one day for it lol. time to go underground and start an orginization to defend ourselves later on when the new world order takes over lol. yay. farewell

Makin' Magic

2004-11-19T08:18:00.000-05:00

well since prich and i threw the ram in my computer i been wanting to install all the sims games and so i did. it's funny tho because i only like the makin' magic one. it's the only one that has substance that i can understand. not much for unleashed and superstar takes lots of work and i'll probably do that after i get all the spells unlocked in the magic one. so far the only things i've unlocked have been the clean dishes one, the one that gives u food whenever, and the one that changes u into a monster or something else, relationship boost, and the spell to turn people into toads. been bartering with the fairy and that other guy in the same place and even moved into magic town. i also finally got all of my thingies all up (mechanical, cooking, logic, creativity, ect...). yea ram=hours playing the sims. my computer couldn't really handle it before. it did but it was super slow. eh wrote a bit too on the comic. figure i'd get that out of the way but until i find out what trav is going to do, i refuse to go any further because i am not writing a comic just for him to ditch me with it. i'll start self-publishing the logan comic and or web-toon if i have to. speaking of i got some great material. just going to a certain place and being around this certain person that obviously doesn't remember me even tho we were friends and she meant a lot to me. it's gave me a lot of material for a good storyline with a cynical, hopeless, almost sweet sense of humor. we'll see about it. might post a page or 2 later. welp i'm gone. farewell

ah boy. taking a 5 minute break.

2004-11-17T01:53:00.000-05:00

well today was actually rather interesting. i dunno....it seems like everytime i just wake up i'm confused. i don't know where i am. not that i'm nuts or anything. i been looking for a deviantart replacement. just a place i can store picture. i wanted to share them with others so i could also look at others works but that might not work out. if nothing else sign up for a free online photoalbum or whatever. i'm cheap......so sue me.....wait...still waiting on people to sue me over copywrited material HA! that was a bad joke. hey, if i get my stuff deleted for that then there r tons of others and yes i'm talking about all those lord of the ring and pirates of the caribbean fanatics(since those seem to be *what i've seen*making up A LOT of the site's members).....i never see them have problems.....i bet those damn hobbits have taken over the internet and r threatening anyone who seems to step in their way.....CURSE U BILBO BAGGINS! CURSE U!!!!!! but i take no real offense. not mad....just wondering y me? thats when i started searching and found that a lot of other people have gotten rather banned or threatened to for no reason. ah. well i say lets laugh about this. after all, this makes my 10th or 11th(adding in my other account) threat so far and all those pictures deleted. starting to take pride in that. yes...."tho ur work seemed to have a mixture of catagories, u shouldn't have put it under misc....just because"......mmmmhmmmm. anyways too much reading johnny the homicidal maniac and the fact that today a certain someone decided to confront me on stuff just because she's a bit messed up because she has this need for attention has made me feel a wee cynical. eat my shoe dust u stinking piece of awful person u....farewell

Doom...................

2004-11-16T11:45:00.000-05:00

greetings to the 1 or maybe even 2 people that read this. today has been a long day and it's only 11:45 am. i woke up at 4 and was half asleep i guess because i thought it was evening. i stumbled to the door and looked outside. i didn't know what the hell was going on until i looked at my computer clock and it said "a.m."......so after that nice little adventure i sat down and read a few johnny the homicidal maniac comics. sat around for a bit and then watched this documentory on the Boheimian*spelling* Grove. u know, for someone who got great footage of the world's "elite" and does a lot of articles on the new world order, the guy (alex jones) is fairly dumb. first off he said numerous times that these people r doing "pagan" rituals and then went on to use the word luciferian which is pertaining to the devil.......ok first pagans don't believe in lucifer because that was a christian creation. i only wish that the man would do his research like he's supposed to do rather than just blurt out the first thing that comes to mind. if u haven't read up on the grove u should really look it up. of course the subject of the new world order is something to look up. there r a lot of people that will dismiss it as crazy conspiracy theories and such but it all makes sense and as much as i didn't like alex jones just blurting out things without knowing what they meant, the footage spoke for itself. hell u even have 2 guys talking *without knowing hidden cameras r on* and the one asked the other how much he paid for his robe and the guy said $88....very peculiar question. how much did YOU pay for YOUR robe eh? ehhhh? the facinating thing is that it's all in plain site newspaper wise and such but u have to really search it. i will say this for anyone who wants to read up on the shadow gov. and such. go to cnn. not fox or any other news. cnn seems to be the lesser of the evils. i find it less conservative. in fact they used to have an article about the shadow gov. on the site. go check it out. farewell

"I drink good coffee....every morning........."

2004-11-15T16:20:00.000-05:00

yes it's rather early for me to be up. 4:21 p.m. to be exact. i wanted to get up around 2....and in fact i did........but i fell back to sleep and had odd odd dreams. sitting here right now listening to simon and garfunkel and drinking a cup of coffee. sometimes i'll drink black coffee but usually i use a lot of coffee mate. i make a mean "jeremy coffee" lol. i mix in irish cream/caramel/and french vanilla and u can ask trav *who really doesn't drink coffee unless it's that* or ma *which in fact drinks coffee all the time* and they'll tell ya it's good. right now tho it's just chocolate flavor. so what's on the agenda tonight? tarot reading later this evening, reading a bit i do believe, working on this thing a bit. and maybe if nothing else comes up, i might sit down and watch mothman or the last man on earth *vincent price film*. might make me a phone call later.....other than all that nothing i guess. life works in a funny and sometimes unfortunate way. everytime i end up planning and doing work to get myself somewhere in life, something just ends up setting me back. everything is just now getting back to some sense being normal since grandma passed. brothers in jail which is a great thing. he's not exactly a noble person. besides my grandda, i'm the only man around here now and that means i have to help out everyone else. not really mad at that fact, just feel weird because right now i should be in college with a girlfriend and going out with lots of friends from school on weekends but instead i'm staying home at night waiting for an order for me to do something. maybe now with everything simmering a bit i can get things in order. guess it's like spider-man in spider-man: blue. everything has to get bad.....really bad before it can get good.......life to me now is like a video game where ur being timed...it's down to the last seconds and i'm running out of continues. i mean...who wants to stay in Logan forever? farewell

Looong Night

2004-11-14T06:30:00.000-05:00

so basically i been working all night on this template. it's my first one ever and i haven't done too awful bad. i think it's pretty good for a first try. so anyways nothing's been going on and for those of u who have been following the debate on deviantart i'm pretty sure it's over. she has been online and hasen't commented like she did before. i've heard nothing so if the debate's over like i believe it to be then i think that i'll take a break from worrying about everything and just sit back and enjoy myself as much as possible. so what exactly am i gunna do with this new non-worrying time? well first off track down that woman at the damn college so i can get everything over with. and just in my spare time, read as much as possible, work on a new style of art, watch complete seasons of such shows as the 2nd season of smallville, dead like me, season 3 of spawn, and yes.......carnivale when it comes out. plus i want to watch the whole series of kingdom hospital. just wait till i get the series of unfortunate events game. ah but i'll probably go back to worrying instantly. eh well. well nothing's going on later so i'm going to bed. farewell.